Look if thy should, scam if thy shan't

2009-09-28T20:34:00.002+08:00

Enough of playing with toys.
Lets move on.
http://kkayy.tumblr.com/

fatty issues

2009-08-23T15:42:00.000+08:00

Here i am, stuck in a rut again.
In this pattern of shoving those yummy(but fattening all the same) food down my throat.
I am not sure if this form of escapism is my way of proclaiming frustation, because the stomach has got a filling sensation and much of it turns out to be guilt.
The unsightly bulge is turning me off, as i twist and turned about, wishing for it to all go off.
This is not the normal me for sure, for one i do love eating and couldnt really be much bothered by all this.
Right now, i just feel really ugly and fat, quite a useless and unmotivated person as i while away my precious time.again, and again, even though i could not afford any.
No one truly know and understand what kind of a shithole i am in now, no?

All i know is that i am, and have been slowly makin progress over the past one week or so.
Its not much, but at least its a start because no one can accept a change 360 degree out of nowhere, can they?
Something has been taunting me but i try not to be too affected.
What i want now is more change and hopefully time to accomplish what i had set out to achieve 2 and a half years back.

2009-08-07T00:02:00.001+08:00

"I dont like to lose. Never did."

Finally it seems as though the impact has set in. Only now do you question, how did you let it come to this state.
The anxiety attacks, the breathing difficulties, the depression.
Like i need any of that now.

Did you ever know?

2009-08-05T19:00:00.004+08:00

Did you ever know?

As i looked over at the group of guys playing soccer on the field, i gave a little smile.
Did you ever know that i have snippets of images in my mind, the husband is out playing football with the little one while i hid from the hideous weather, reading a book at home, awaiting their return. Both with soccer outfit and socks high up their knees, pretty much like those professionals. I guess they looked cute like that, especially the small one with those tiny arms and legs, chasing after the ball. They would always return sweaty and soiled, with their goofy wide grins. I would pout a little at their mishevelled looks and give them both a big hug before ushering them to the bathroom. That would be how we always spend our sundays, only i would force the both of them to join me for a big Continental breakfast in the morning and i would be happily sipping my English breakfast tea.

Black+White

2009-06-25T21:57:00.002+08:00

Black and White.
Skinny and smokin'.
Pixie cut, pale skin.
You can be sexy without revealing any.
I heart this.

2009-06-25T21:43:00.003+08:00

Out of kindness and concern, and i became the reason.
Why, everything else is forgotten and ouch, now the end is clear.
My words are turned against me, and why do you have to listen?
And why am i here?
Oh dear, there is nothing else i can say.
Nothing much to explain.
Sorry all evidence and lies are pretty much gone now, because you didnt think before you act.

I am going off to find some love now, seeing that i had been "lonely and jealous" and yes, i will also make sure to take a "look in the mirror" before i go.
All puns are very much intended.
That will be all you would see of me.
Goodbye!

2009-06-23T11:09:00.004+08:00

So i have got scars on my legs.
Bruises on my arms.
I can even name all the people whom had indirectly inflicted them on me.
I am a klutz, i am clumsy, but i dont care.
Now, the burn mark on my hand is something i cant stand.
I like my hand and fingers pretty much completed with the nicely lacquered-on polish, thank you.
The throat's hurting and i feel like i could cough a puddle of blood out anytime.
Do i have H1N1 influenza?

It doesnt help that the weather is so disgustingly hot.
Nor the fact that my wonderful holiday is ending itself soon and i am not quite ready for exams, yet.

He say, she say, they say, i say.
When human relations becomes tangled and complicated, we all get embroiled into the confusion.
What would take top priority?

Truth.
Happiness.
Wealth.
Power.
Fame.
Beauty.
Knowledge.
Love.

Some say ignorance is bliss, some stones are better left unturned.
And there is even a happiness that makes the heart afraid. -Thomas Hood
Wealth is the slave of a wise man, the master of a fool.
Which one are you?
With power comes great responsibilties. How do you handle that?
What is fame? The advantage of being known by people of whom you yourself know nothing, and for whom you care as little. -Stanislaus
At the end of the day, it all comes to nought.
Beauty is essentially meaningless and it is always transitory. -Halle Berry
Knowledge comes, but wisdom lingers.
He is not a lover, who does not love forever- Euripides

What is it in life you seek?
When things are so difficult, what i would like to do is curl up under my blanket on that soft bed of mine to hide.
Now, u all know where to find me.

There is one thing alone that stands the brunt of life throughout its course: a quiet conscience.
-Euripides

2009-06-19T18:43:00.002+08:00

Basically, i am quite a happy person.
DONT get moi associated with trouble which are very much inane andit pisses me off no end.
I am not up for all this shit. period.

2009-06-16T13:59:00.004+08:00

Something is seriously wrong with blogger.
Either that, or my stupid computer.
So peeved that i cant seem to upload any pictures.
ARGH.

2009-06-10T22:58:00.000+08:00

Aquarius (1/24/1990) June 10, 2009:

The heavy mood that you were in lately, its about to change. You shall consider to take a vacation and go to a short trip. It will be good for you.

2009-06-03T19:33:00.002+08:00

Eat pasta mania, get kissed.
Kid's meal comes with a lion soft toy which can be used as a bait to hook any cute little toddlers sitting around your table.
My top picks would be the kawaii ang moh ones of course.
Phineas on my left cheek, Theodosius on my right.
Oh, i am happy already!

2009-05-24T20:33:00.002+08:00

Oh boy oh boy.

He's only 9 and he's has got a book published.

"I saw a lot of boys that had trouble talking to girls," Alec said.

Alec Greven's dating primer, "How to Talk to Girls" has a shitload of sound advices that are really cute!

comb your hair and don't wear sweats. (Yesss! Clean boys sure are cute!)

stop showing off

go easy on the compliments to avoid looking desperate

and be wary of "pretty girls." (1,2,3. awwwwwwww!)

"It is easy to spot pretty girls because they have big earrings, fancy dresses and all the jewelry," he writes in Chapter Three.
"They are like cars that need a lot of oil." (Uh oh!)

The best choice for most boys is a regular girl. Remember, some pretty girls are coldhearted when it comes to boys. Don't let them get to you." ( Hear, hear!)

He believes the best way to approach a girl is to keep it to a simple "hi."

As for his own love life, he said he is not dating anyone at the moment. "I'm a little too young," he confessed.
In his book, published by HarperCollins, he suggests holding off on falling in love until at least middle school.
Dating - which he defines as going out to dinner without your parents - is for "kind of old" people, who are 15 or 16.

So this means i am kinda of a old hag already. ha!

2009-05-13T18:18:00.007+08:00

Yesterday and today we played the "Much effort, Little effort" game.
You know, the Soyjoy advertisement with the japanese lady in the office.

The stunt is damn exhausting to execute, especially in the busy classroom with the teacher going on about her lessons.
The 1st few trials were done in quite an unnoticeable style.
No one suspected that yueying and mi were off our chairs!
When cindy and sree joined in, it was such a commotion that the whole class looked!
Sree was 1st to go down, with cindy coming to a close second.
Yueying cant stand it any more and then i sat down, too.
Now the record for us is:
Sree: 0
Cindy:0
Yueying: 1
Kayren: 2!

Fun game! Everyone should try it!

2009-05-11T18:11:00.000+08:00

PSSST!!!
My long awaited parcel came!

And its totally unfair when it goes to so many places in a week.
May 07, 2009
18:43

Lambeth - UK

Shipment picked up

22:16

East Midlands - UK

Arrived at DHL facility in East Midlands - UK

May 08, 2009

12:01

Leipzig - Germany

May 09, 2009

05:58

Hong Kong Hub - Hong Kong

May 11, 2009

12:13

Singapore - Singapore

Shipment delivered

2009-05-11T15:24:00.000+08:00

I havent been good.

Boys over flowers.

Spent my whole weekend on this.
Fell in love all over again with this classic remake, korean version.
It was quite refreshing, watching different people portray the same characters.
Take out some parts from the manga, the taiwan version, the korean one and the whole drama would become quite perfect.
Found the main guy lead in both taiwan and korean somewhat similar though.
Oh,why am i such a sucker for this kind of shows?!

2009-05-07T18:34:00.000+08:00

Which would you eye?
The gorgeous half naked man on your bed?
Or the equally drool worthy killer heels he is holding?

Garrett Neff by Mario Testino for V magazine.

2009-05-06T22:46:00.003+08:00

"Hi, my name is ****** and i am a shopaholic."

"hi, ******."

Uh oh.

2009-05-03T20:24:00.004+08:00

I am a lousy shit, with tons of excuses and nonsense.
Others can do it, why cant i?
Again and again.
Now your nose is bloody red and body weak.
And i really want to stuff shit into your fucking face.
Oh, god pardon moi for thy sin!!!
I am seriously fuming mad now.

so sad, so sad.

2009-05-01T20:39:00.004+08:00

"It is only with history and stories that people and items become interesting."

00o00

Once in a while, i will come across some captivating phrases that speaks out to me, and to which i am able relate quite wholeheartedly, if not entirely. Haha.

2009-04-30T21:14:00.002+08:00

Do you see?

2009-04-30T19:39:00.002+08:00

And so i thought, no more. No more.
Say NO to everything.
MAYBE to limited, very limited things.
This is what i want, for now.
Please.forgive.me.

2009-04-27T21:00:00.005+08:00

There is something very much alluring about the item within the glass case that is too high to reach.
It is beautiful, priceless and is desired by all.
The more unattainable it is, the more you seem to want it.
Yet one can only wishes, one can only dream.
All that pining, for something you do not really know.
Did you ever stop to ask, if you really wanted it?

2009-04-27T21:00:00.002+08:00

Ten years on, as quoted by Yueying.

"this is very honest, so here goes..
baby alan and baby cindy will be at loggerheads
both will fight each other with their huge heads
baby alan will be the gangster and bully baby yy
baby yy will always emo at one corner
baby alan will laugh at baby yy's bunny teeth
baby kayren will keep saying fuck to anything
baby eechen will lust after baby girls, maybe baby kayren
baby sree will go after baby eugene
baby eugene will always carry an angry expression
baby eugene might be friendly when he comes into contact with alcohol"

Funny stuff, i swear.
Children 10 years down the road?
Bit too unlikely though.
When all the babies come together!

2009-04-23T22:00:00.002+08:00

"I had always knew it would be pay-back time someday. It just didnt occur to me how trying it would be."

2009-04-18T15:35:00.000+08:00

This two looked so compatible together and they make me feel like going platinum blonde.

Of course i will look like shit if i really do.

Ah, more and more green colouring the eyes.

2009-04-18T14:40:00.003+08:00

I stared out through the windowplanes into the view outside.
Mid-afternoon, the sun shines brightly onto the land.
The colours are vivid, but it hurts my eyes.
I can feel the warmth, the discomfort with every breathe i take.
Even as the wind blows, the heat is still bothering.
Is it me, or is the weather becoming bloody as summer comes around?
The shitty weather is offically destroying my every mood.
So unwilling i would be, to take even a step out into the oven out there.
Such disgusting weather.

2009-04-13T19:44:00.002+08:00

Today is my birthday, so i cart home a Chocolate Truffle cake.

I feel so shitty, so sad, so terrible.
Wanted to cry so much, yet my eyes are dry.
Screamed a lil, but it doesnt feel enough.
FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK!!!

2009-04-11T22:22:00.005+08:00

ma cherie.
Only when you do.

I need to control the wandering mind and stop listening in to all the noises that goes around, both out and inside my head.
Period, or else i might go bonkers.

Shut out the evil!

2009-04-11T14:47:00.005+08:00

I want to do some studying.
I need to study.
But you know, the heart desires and no actions are taken.
So here i sit, infront of the computer screen, wondering what to do.
There are books i felt like reading too, no, re-reading rather.
"Where rainbow ends" by ahern, of two souls who are meant to be and yet, by chance and fate lived without the other.
It was a happy ending in the end, but still it does makes one wonder.
"What if chance comes too late?"

The other was chanced upon on thursday night, and i was too early.
With no company and not wanting to waste time on mindless shopping, i popped in to Borders, eyes smokin' with khol and glitters.
Not a sensible choice, i know, going into a bookstore in such getup, but what other options do i have?
I had plenty of time to killlll.
At least i would be one wild girl with brains should anyone looks my way.
"Memoirs of a geisha".
Having watched the film 4 years ago, the plot was already known.
My fascination with the Japanese culture and the ever-prospering sex trade had me captivated on a japanese prostitute, and fictional one, no less.
Why are women always classified as the weaker sex?
Used and exploited as sexually, treated as toys by men?
Granted, some do give us the respect dued but this is gonna be a social stigma that would be hard to change.

One guy lamented to me once, that men goes to nightclubs for one sole purpose.
Women.
They grope and grind them on the dancefloor.
And that women who goes are horny and blah blah.
Ah, coming from a guy, this is certainly an interesting perspective.
What goes on, when people have one drop too many we all know.
The motives and intentions that goes on behind, i cant fathom.
Thats why sex sells, perhaps.

Anyhow, i wont be stopped by all this negativity.
Groovy music, coupled with intoxication and awesome eye candies makes a sexy night.
Good, clean fun is enough for me.
Down and dirty? One day, maybe i will feel like it.

2009-04-11T14:47:00.000+08:00

"We loved being us, young, exciting, impulsive people living in the moment. "

a DABA girl

2009-04-10T10:24:00.001+08:00

Its official.
I get injured every month.
At least once in a month.
What the hell is wrong with me, exactly?

One guy in particular was really nice, though.
Offered me a plaster and he actually squatted down, lifted my leg up on his to help me dress my wound.
I love strangers nowadays.
Especially random ones.

2009-03-29T11:30:00.002+08:00

Oh no.

Much confessions to be made this week.

Got embroiled into some sort ofmisunderstanding, and i stand clueless.

Not for what i did or say, but for what i didnt.

"The Confessions of a shopaholic" was delightful, no less.

An escapism for all girls and ladies alike, in the colourful candy world of designer merchandises.

Though indeed, Becky is dumb and bimbotic.

And i am quite gulity, impulse or not.

For now, i will eat grass.

2009-03-22T23:07:00.003+08:00

I want to be rich and I want lots of money.
I don't care about clever, I don't care about funny.
I want loads of clothes and fuckloads of diamonds.
I heard people die while they are trying to find them.
I'll take my clothes off and it will be shameless.

It's all about fast cars and passing each other.
But it doesn't matter cause I'm packing plastic.
And that's what makes my life so fucking fantastic.

Now I'm not a saint but I'm not a sinner.
Now everything is cool as long as I'm getting thinner.

I'm on the right track.I'm on to a winner.
I don't know what's right and what's real anymore.
When we think it will all become clear,
'Cuz I'm being taken over by The Fear.

Mad rush, frantic digs at the thick pile of papers.
Half completed Mob, checked.

Nearing done but not yet Gp stuff, checked.

Totally untouched Econs, i am not sure where.

The other miscellaneous required to survive in school for the new term, checked.

So this is it, a new term.

Let's get busy because i am taken over by the fear.

2009-03-17T18:48:00.003+08:00

Important lesson learnt today:
Smile in the heart
Do everything with a smile in the heart.
This is my choice.

Because a warrior fights.

2009-03-17T09:09:00.001+08:00

Lusty desires.
Subtle beauty.
Sofia Coppola by Louis Vuitton.

This is one bag i will never have.

2009-03-12T22:09:00.002+08:00

I am not trying to be difficult here, but just a tiny lil something would set mi off.
It seems like i still have to bury my face some more.
Is this gulit or what?
I am not proud of this.

2009-03-07T13:49:00.002+08:00

What a day.
I must have looked quite a sight, tripping over the volleyball stand, all soiled and dirty.
Everything i couldnt see, i could only feel, though barely.
My face buried, telling people i was okay while tears stream down my face.
Like they would believe mi.
Blue black all over my legs beneath my stomach, scatches and all.
Not enough pain inflicted, its still not enough to cover whats hurting inside.
But it dont matter though.

I've brought this upon myself, you dont have to take it upon yourself to console mi and all, though i am really grateful that there's someone to sit down in the middle of the scorching sun to cry with mi when you are facing something much worse than mi. Your stupid post unscrewed my tap, yet again.

2009-02-24T22:39:00.002+08:00

Background: Outside some cabin houses, snowing heavily. Quite US like.
One group of men dressed in suits walked pass us.
Looked kinda weird though.
Two or three guys were sent to stop us.
"I am sure you girls already know who our Master, ***** is. He is quite interested in the both of you. Please leave your contact number and come for tea tomorrow."
And so in the dream we were like, "huh? Who the heck?"
All four of us were in agreement that the guy isnt hot anyway but filthy rich, yes.
I wasnt one of the chosen one but i wouldnt have cared less.

Nonsensical dream i have.

2009-02-24T22:07:00.003+08:00

Dont drop bombshells on the undeserving.
You put this idea into my head, i got so overwhelmed and i got so psyched up.
This is UK for god's sake.
I want to soak myself in their ancient culture.
Take nice long walks in parks and garden, have a sip of tea.
Their people, their shops, their way of life.
Once it starts, there is no stopping.
The mind keep going on and on.
I am hooked.
I even went to borrow "Born to shop in London", unintentionally of course.

And now you give everyone a ticket and tell them only 20 can board the plane.
I dont like the sound of that.
I dont do ToTo and 4D.
Hoping to win the lottery?
What are the chances, you tell me.

Thought Lymehall was in London at 1st, but whatever, i will definitely pop by or something.

One day.

2009-02-14T19:54:00.003+08:00

I am scared, petrified even.
Both you and mi.
I want to burst into songs and laughter, act like complete retards all together.
Everyday could be a happy day.

I am so hooked on Zombie right now.

2009-02-14T19:54:00.000+08:00

2009-02-14T19:26:00.012+08:00

Since its Valentine's today, let share that little bit of love and concern.
Chanced on this project by Timothy Goodman :

KIDS NEED DADS

• Children growing up in single-parent households are 10 times
more likely to abuse drugs and alcohol.

• Daughters of single parents are 164% more likely to have a
premarital birth.

• Fathers who spend time alone with their kids at least two times
a week raised children who were the most compassionate adults.

• Children growing up in single-parent households are 20 times
more likely to become rapists.

• 75% of fatherless children are living in poverty.

• The amount of time a father spends with his child—one on one—
averages less than 10 minutes a day.

• 70% of fathers feel they have too little time with their children.

• 3 in 10 households are maintained by women with no
husband present.

• 50% of mothers see no value in the father’s continued contact
with his children.

• 11% of mothers value their husband’s input when it comes to
handling problems with their kids.

• 59% of all black children are fatherless.

"I have never met my biological father. And I found
it especially important to seek out others from my
generation, to learn what their experience had
been, to share my own experience and to get this very common problem out in the world."

Timothy Goodman

Exhibition:
He printed and packaged hundreds of index cards, asking students at the School of Visual Arts to anonymously tell him, in one sentence, how they felt about their dad.

In one sentence, how do you feel about your dad?

"Well, he's my dad so i guess i have to love him."
"He raped me when i was in high school; after that things were awkward to say the least."
"My father is a verbally abusive cheapskate whose terrible parenting skills threw me into a whirlwind of depression and anxiety by the time i was nine ( i am still recovering)"
"My father buys my love"

"When i am with my father i feel safe that in that moment nothing can happen to either of us."
"My dad isnt perfect but he loves his family more than anything and sacrifices alot to support us."
"He is the person with all the answers and none of the judgements."

Heartwrenching?

Now the question to ask is, are we RESPONSIBLE for our actions?

Children are innocent and yet they becomes the victims of a broken relationship.

Love for the partner ends, but what of the child's?

How do one give love, when they arent even sure of the love they have, when they are uncertain about their own actions?

Is there enough love to be shared around?

2009-02-12T21:07:00.003+08:00

Current mood: Sugar high.
Cake craze since monday.
Bad for my weight i know, but i just cant help it.
Actually, not just cakes.
Basically i just devour all the sweet stuffs around.
Chocolates, cakes, ice-cream, sweet drinks, whatever.
I need to stop this indulgence soon.
Stick thin shall be my dream!

Finally, a record high of 2m in standing broad jump since, like, forever.
No doubt am quite pleased.
Wahahahaha.

2009-02-08T01:04:00.002+08:00

Exhaustion.
Aching body, drained mind.
And yet i have to go on.
Tick tock, time for school.
Tick tock, time for bed.
Flurry rush got my new star scarf lost.
Fuck the bloody arsehole.
Tick tock, i watched the world move on.
Tick tock, what are you doing now?

2009-01-22T22:26:00.002+08:00

vain
–adjective, -er, -est.
1.excessively proud of or concerned about one's own appearance, qualities, achievements, etc.; conceited: a vain dandy.

Stinking foul mood.
There is no need for anyone to breathe down my neck when i am this shagged.
The blood is already reaching boiling point.
My face is so readable, i am sorry i dont know how to pretend.
But i really do hate labels.

2009-01-20T22:51:00.002+08:00

"You're told you've got to kiss a lot of frogs before you find a prince. But what they didnt tell you is that you're going to kiss a lot of princes as well, but they're not going to be your prince. You find someone great, but that doesnt mean they're great for you"

Anne Hathaway

How true.

2009-01-18T20:21:00.012+08:00

Gained some experiences, a new friend known.
Sometimes, things wont go the way you want it to.
Got me low-spirited, the feeling wasnt good.
Fuck that.

I hope i can become better.

2009-01-18T20:21:00.010+08:00

What a week.

Training, Pre-Nafa 2.4, Training, yoga.

My whole body is aching like hell has gone over.

I also have no idea why almost every single part of my body has some injuries or another.

Abrasion on left hand, cut on left palm,twigs stings on right upper arm and some random bruises, cuts on right feet and knee, new bruises on my left leg.

Its a miracle i am still alive.

The "bella" title really belongs to mi now, huh?

So, when is Edward coming.

Had been soooo studious and did my homework.

Nice change from the indifferent fella before.

So i play hard too.

Killer chicken rice at Golden Mile.

I got so high and even abandoned my chocolate waffles to devour it all up.

Oh my.

Had an misdemeanor, it was fun and all but the feeling thereafter isnt great at all.

Hate this part where the music stops.

2009-01-12T22:42:00.002+08:00

Would-be Chinese bride, 107, seeks first husband

BEIJING (Reuters)

A 107-year-old Chinese woman who was afraid to marry when she was young has decided to look for her first husband and hopes to find a fellow centenarian so they will have something to talk about, a Chines paper reported.

Born in southern Guizhou province the child of a salt merchant, Wang grew up watching her uncles and other men scold and beat their wives and often found her aunt crying in the woodshed after an attack, the paper said.

"All the married people around there lived like that. Getting married was too frightening," she said of an era when Chinese women had few rights and low social standing.

Ok, this might be the future me.
As in, the part about being single at an ripe old age.
At least i am not alone.

2009-01-12T22:04:00.005+08:00

1st day of school
And my brain failed mi, already.
Kept thinking i need to leave the house at 9 when school actually starts at 9am.
Went back to bed and jumped out at 8, realised the horror of it all.
Its a damn lucky that i wasnt late.
Had a bloody headache afterwards, damn.
New teachers for Gp and Mob.
I have the feeling i am in good hands.
Now, all that is needed would be my effort.

Last year
Of wearing school uniform.
Of seeing all the people i adored the whole day.
Of Nafa.
To be absent without reasons aka. school leave ( i hope not)
To grumble about the lousy canteen food.Still.
To go for volleyball trainings
I am going to enjoy every single minute, good or bad.
Come, bring it on!

2009-01-11T18:16:00.005+08:00

A cup of Starbuck's signature hot chocolate can cure the boredom, tired saddness.
I am greatly affected by the ever-changing moods.
I feel the warmth, better now.
Pass mi a book and this would be a perfect morning/afternoon.

There was a tinge of sorrow, i could feel.
Happiness isnt what could be handed over on a plate.
Seek it.work for it.fight for it.
At the very least, u can say that u have tried your best.

2009-01-10T00:05:00.004+08:00

So i never thought a cut could be that serious.
Mummy said that i am going to die.
All because i didnt apply anything onto the feet.
But i did, not til 5 days after.
Shit, 8 days on and the part is still reddish.
It looks totally hideous by the way.

I love daddy because he would always apply lotion onto my injures whenever i have a bump or anything of the sort.
And i have those things every so often.
Sometimes i am just too lazy to bother
Othertimes, i simply couldnt bear the pain.
Now it has became his full-time job.
Yes, i am reliant like that.

2009-01-08T23:19:00.003+08:00

Some guys asked to change his $2 dollar note for some coins to take the bus.
I digged my coins out and there was only $1.75.
Told mi its ok with the 5 cents and handed the note over.
Funny how no one like 5 and 1 cents.

Said thanks and i smiled "welcome" back.
Afterwhich, he kept turnin over and gave mi strange looks.
I just pretended not to notice.
When we got off the bus, he asked if he could have my number in a stuttering manner.
Headphone was blasting in my ears but i heard what he said.
I thought it was funny so i smiled and went, "huh?'
Evil.
Stuttered the sentence out again.
"Sorry, my boyfriend would be angry at mi if i do that."
Double evil.
There was no boyfriend.
Smiles again.
I just rushed off as per normal.

Is it human nature to ask for more when they got what they wanted in the 1st place?
Or could it be my smile just dazzled like edward's?
Nevertheless, the wind was cool and the weather good.
My day was made.

2009-01-06T00:42:00.003+08:00

So not!
I only commented on kate spade and agnes'b ok?
And oh my god!
Nice one.
See, told ya.
My words are always so true.
But still i would be grade 0 isnt it?
Nevermind, we can all pray for good grades for my H1s A level result.

Ms Grade EIGHT

2009-01-05T23:43:00.007+08:00

Enough of Kay's Branded Fantasies......

Bring on the Champagne

Call the Lion Dance Troupe

Get ready those Fireworks

cus im Grade 8 now!

FINALLY

Call me little ms grade 8 pls.

And i shall call you little ms grade 8 's friend

2009-01-05T00:26:00.002+08:00

My body clock has gone haywired.
A total 10 hours of sleep for 3 whole days.
Stomached some BBQs.
Lost 2 kg.
Chalet kinda turns mi off right now.
So now i need no sleep and no food to sustain myself.
Shit.

Complications have set in.
I am quite bothered, actually.
The bruise and cuts are making things difficult for mi.
One imperfection after another.
What am i supposed to do now?
i cant have any marks left behind!!!

2009-01-01T19:53:00.003+08:00

Ahh, a new year.
That would mean Spring/Summer 2009!
Bright cheery color offerings from Agnès b. Sport and Kate Spade are spelling cute with a big C.
I am not much of a jewellery fan but these are just so adorable.
Its a good thing adorable is not too much to my taste.

Kate Spade's collection is much more tempting and yet pretty much impractical.

A bracelet would do just fine.

Since i am not getting my hands on those beautiful stuffs, gorging my eyes with the pictures cant hurt, can it?

2008-12-31T14:29:00.003+08:00

Its utterly depressing.
Last night, i had the most fabulous dream ever.
Only to be destroyed when i awoke.
Damn.
In the dream my hair was gorgeously long and silky.
And there i was still thinking to myself, "how on earth did my hair grow so fast?"
So its unreal.
To think i was so freaking happy about it all.
New year and no long hair. :(

Still, Happy New Year everyone!

2008-12-23T01:35:00.002+08:00

7th Dec

Bbq special

Meet the girls

yes, the two of them are, too.

The guys

Rain cant deter them.

The class of 2008

Lastly, picture perfect!

Special Thanks to:

The person who took this photo, whoever it was.

The wind, for blowing my hair in the right way for the 1st time.

The food, allowing mi to give out such a blissful radiant.

2008-12-21T16:01:00.003+08:00

My nose is running and my limbs weak.
The mind is a listless state.
I am feeling feverish and sad.
Flu is here to attack, and in the mist i remembered.
A whole bundle full of packets of tissue.
Hmmm.

2008-12-19T23:03:00.002+08:00

These days, when the four letter word comes into play, my heart would skip a beat.
Make that many many beats instead.
My whole body feels feverish, my senses excited.
Ahh, the adrenaline rush.
Delight filled my gazed face.
Oh, wipe that silly smile off already.

Awww, what can i say?
I am sold.
Today i fall in love with dance and the beauty of it all.
Its just like art.
The movement , the beat unites a streamline struture as a whole.
I stare in awe, how breathtaking indeed.
Just how, did you do that?

Got something red, and very very yummy.
It is common yet scarce.
"Dumpling" is its name.
Last piece again.
Happiness is mi!

2008-12-16T11:31:00.004+08:00

Thoughts for the day:

Dont bother being gay if you cant afford designer stash.
Period.

2008-12-13T10:52:00.004+08:00

Dec 1st

Start of a new month.

Rainbow on my bag.

Nice weather, pleasure.

Off to school i go.

2008-11-23T13:11:00.002+08:00

No, this is no good.
Scary mobs are tuggin at mi from every corner.
To make things worse, my cravings are starting earlier than ever.
I am supposed to resist, but i live and i breathe it.
Those gorgeous are pretty hard to ignore.
I go weak and i go ga-ga.
Bags are another killer.
Stare hard enough and you can start drooling already, damn.
Thifty is the new trendy.
Fuck it, i am comtemplating already.

2008-11-19T21:15:00.002+08:00

Was just romantised again by "Confession of a shopaholic" the movie.
Oh dear, how i missed Becky Bloomwood and all her dumb shits.
Not only, there was also a sudden urge to revisit " The devil wears prada" again.
Anne Hathaway was just so brilliant in that.
Good movies are just churned out so fast. not.

Sometimes, all i want to do is curl up in a soft comfy place with some hot chocolate and read, read, read all day.
A getaway from reality, hopping from one fantasy to the other.
No troublesome personnels to deal with, not a worry whatever so.
Can i get drunk in this world please?

2008-11-13T21:37:00.002+08:00

kay~

Fucking slashed my fingers with the GIANT pen knife.
Blood oozes out like tap water and it hurts.
I am freakin dumbassed.
Please recover, dear finger!
I cant have any scars!

Gay manners
Cool outfit
Prada pouch
Diamond encrusted iphone
Diamond franck muller watch
Artistic
Bag of Rolls Royce Chocolates
= HOT.

Compliments from such?
= a very happy kay!

2008-11-12T00:30:00.003+08:00

kay~

Went to town again.
What, you meant again?
I kinda lost count of the number of times we headed to town since the end of OP.

And no, i dont have any feeling that everything is finally over?
It was just normal.
What is wrong with mi already?

Anyway, back to this.
A new drama unreveils itself everyday and life became exciting!
Happiness, sorrow, worries, confused?
We'll mixed it up in a day's job.

Some guy approached us to ask whether we were interested in some jobs helping managers?
Stopped in the middle of the road and people were all staring.
So now jobs come knockin on our doors instead.

Made a very wise decision and out into the unknown we went again.
Saw Eugene on the streets today.
He looked shocked and he didnt smile at us?
Got Yueying fumed.
Thats funny.

A lil girl got lost and was standing in the middle of the stairs to Mango.
Asked if she knows where's mummy?
She goes "where mummy?"
Ohh, poor thing.
"Do you know if mummy went up there or down there?"
"Down"
And so we went down the stairs together, holdin her small lil hands.
She was so scared.
Finally, we saw her mummy and left our sides with her hands wide open into her mummy's arms.
Now, the lil girl is happy again.
Thats really cute.

I cant take part in the "place your hand on the car and win it" game.
When i get cranky, what i would most likely do is smash the car with my hands.
haha.
But yueying seems to think that she could win it.
Next time, you join and we shall see.

Yueying wanted to take pictures with the christmas tree at Takashimaya.
So we got to know 2 tourists from Taiwan.
The blatantly shameless woman got those tourists clickin and clickin.
"one more, one more!."
"two more!"
Oh god. i was like sooooo embarrassed.
Luckily they were really nice and werent as vain as the shameless woman.

Mmm, what a long day huh?

White is my new black

2008-11-08T21:15:00.006+08:00

kay~

Today is a happy + happy day.
Got the last handset just in time.

Lately, i've been hooked on some pearly white toys.
Since Apple is not making my ideal lappy anytime time soon, i shall make my own.
Pasted my Apple sticker from my ipod onto the totally unknown taiwanese brand MSi.
They are international and yet no one knows?
Either i am living in a box or they are the ones.
Their only good point is that their windbook looks cute.
And voila!
All those troubles just to cuten it up.

Then i went off to get my Viewty in the color of White.
I must be seriously mad.
But hack, it was quite a beauty.
LG went and changed some things and i am not quite happy with that.
Seems like i might not give up my black beauty anytime soon.

2008-11-05T20:08:00.003+08:00

kay~

Calculus?
The word is fuddling up my mind.
After the paper, i walked home in a lifeless state.
I was a lost zombie, being carried on by the empty shell.
What have i done, now?
Never before had this happened.
Til now, this instance.

So calculus is not my forte, you say?
But what is, and what isnt?
I dont wanna listen.
All i know is that i have failed myself miserably.
What was to be accomplished just hovers aimlessly now.
I am feeling pain within my bones now.

My Mother Tongue paper left mi in no lesser shit either.
I can be so freaking dumb and forget about the title for the compo.
Why, those wording on the sheet of paper is SO not the title alright?

DAMN.
A miracle happen please.

Old and Fab!

2008-10-25T15:03:00.002+08:00

kay~

Source: http://www.advancedstyle.blogspot.com/

Got this really stylish old couple's photo from the site above.
Their English Preppy style?
I like.
Sweet elderly couple enjoying the peace in the park?
Nice.

2008-10-22T22:18:00.004+08:00

kay~

Its true after all.
The more time you spend with a person, the more colors there would be.
It wasnt as if its not there in the begining, neither has it grown on.
As time goes on, the facade fades.
Often, we are deluded into those pretentious world of their.
There we would stand pondering what had just happened when the clouds finally drifts away.
Its called two-faced.

I would prefer ****, but ***** is fine with mi too.
The wound is not deep enough.
I dont have to live with your shit.
But thank you for the trouble anyway.

2008-10-18T23:07:00.005+08:00

kay~

I seriously cant fathom what people use their brains for.
Do they chuck it into their digestive system?
Why else do you explain for the lack of common sense?
Or even the command of a simple language?
I am not perfect either but at least i dont do it like you, dumbass.

Nursing a hang-over right now.
was drunk in Pw for the past few hours.
Everyone and everything is pissing mi off.
Ok, not all. But still.

I hate this life.

and my maths! oh god.

2008-10-14T18:16:00.002+08:00

kay! So, a new notebook huh?

Codenamed "brick" , it is rumoured that it refers to the fact that Apple will now be carving it’s MacBooks (and presumably MacBook Pros) out of a single brick of aircraft-grade aluminum.

Perhaps, but i was more hoping for an Macbook mini or something of the like.

Just so i could get my hands on those extra small lil toys that are oh so cute.

I shall just wait and see instead of shelling out on nonsensical brands like Asus,Hp or Msi.

They just dont appeal as much to me.

2008-10-13T23:01:00.008+08:00

Kay~

Prologue

I have decided that i like Cabbies afterall.

Those old ones that seems kind, at least.

This one first intro mi to his erm, very "handsome" son.

God knows how gorgeous he is, but nevermind, that's not the point.

Showed mi his grandson's photos.

Happy old man, i'd say.

Said his professional earns him alot and so he bought his son a car, seemly a honda.

Asked if i've gotten my license yet.

Said he would buy me a honda too if i becomes his godaughter.

Sounds like a good deal, huh?

Its really sweet of him to offer, and all the more that he's a stranger.

What a nice, funny lil world.

I didnt take him up on his offer. He seems too nice a grandpa and i dont have the heart to take advantage of him. Nevertheless, i was pleased at the gesture even though its just words and no actions.

Next up:

Drinks for the day:

10 shots of C.s Cowboy

Some ice

Martell Mixers

Birthday Girl

Volleyball Girls

Jolene looks f*ing sexy here.

To you, babe :P

Oh! and i bumped into some darlings that night, in the toliet no less.
Its been ages since i partied with them.
The world must be getting smaller.
Or wait, is it just singapore?

2008-10-11T16:08:00.005+08:00

kay~

Aftermath

I tossed and turned in my bed.

Every lil move made just about killed mi.

Each jolt lasted agonizingly long, seeping deep into my bones.

The piercing pain kept mi awoke the whole night, or rather morning.

What is it about those monsterous heels that dazzles.

Trust mi to fall for that, really.

Its the price to pay for beauty.

No, i wont strike off the attitude ladened heel yet.

The studs turns mi on.

2008-10-08T23:44:00.006+08:00

kay~

I am crabby when i dont get my sleep.
Thats that.
Dont test it.
I see black and red.
Wretchedly unhappy right now.
F.U.C.K

2008-10-05T22:09:00.007+08:00

kay~

Just had a peek of Spring 2009 from various fashion houses and what i wanted to say was, sleek.
In a very "spring" sorta way.
The colours used were just right and the stash was, yum.
I loved how Chanel used a very classy french building as their backdrop

( These pics are what i've managed to get, so make do)

And its leather bag was cute in a "i'm not a plastic bag" way.

Yves Saint Laurent is on the top of my list, for having such simplistic yet eye-catching designs,With Stella McCartney coming to a close second.
And i liked how the bag from Fendi hangs, picture not avail.(and maybe because its a lil shaped like a birkin)

A model presents a bag by German designer Karl Lagerfeld.
I think its cute.

Most importantly, i absolutely dig Gucci's models' hair.

Plus, this is cute,too.
Those are so impressively smooth and silky, with their long locks flowing, shaping and complementing the soft features of their face.
Yes, i am sooo jealous.
Of their hair.
(well, but we cant see much from those pictures i've got.)

Note: As i have freaking short hair now,the long wait is starting to get on my nerves. Argh! Why cant we have hair that can be lengthened and shortened as and when we like? Just like how we can choose to have straight or curly hair in minutes? It is gonna be so friggin cool.

Am i being bimbotic now? haha.

free tickets to singapore flyer

2008-10-05T12:37:00.002+08:00

~sheraine~

To: My darlings

I was able to grab free tickets to singapore flyer (max allowed is the whole pile! which is around 40 tickets?) but i obviously did not as my mom had ald told me that shes able to get free tickets too.
I immediately took four, one for each of u.
But when i told my mom, she said that she has to inform her friend one week in advance to get her free tickets.
Meaning she wants to use those tickets that i took for u guys to bring us on the flyer.
So if any of u want free tickets to the flyer, please let me know one week in advance alright (:
I'll see if i can get for u :D

XOXO,
sheraine ♥

2008-09-30T23:13:00.004+08:00

kay~

Ok. Now the guilt is taking over.
I do not want to hear any excuses whatever so.
Simply put, i am not interested.
That would be your weakness to overcome, your ultimate goal.
Those responsibilities cannot be dumped to one side.
That was just a part of my rambling.
Take no notice, for it holds no concern for thou.

Argh, i skipped school today, yet again.
This would be my fourth , no fifth offical one?
Lets not drag those cover-ups into the picture shall we?
So here i am now, repaying my debt with interest.

I simply could not fathom how much dumber i have to get before achieving some sense.
How much more money or items i have to throw away.
How much more to go?
Damn this, really.
Please add thumbdrive to the never-ending list.

I am dumb and dumber.
How about dumbest?

P.s Edward (Cullen, silly) has always been with moi. Sorry but no chance. we are too in love.

Customer Care Consultant

2008-09-28T18:54:00.003+08:00

mui-

im chewing biscuits- got them from staff lounge, i didnt even spend a single cent =)
reading my darling edward
answering calls every now and then, only to transfer them to the mobile department
and earnng 9 bucks per hr at the same time
this is life...
wahahaha

2008-09-02T23:40:00.007+08:00

kay~

On some days, i feel happy, just because.
Not much chilli, no chocolates at all.
The feeling of bliss is just there.
Is it the weather?
The people?
Or is it just mi, being silly?
Mmm,i hope not.
Happyhappinesshappyhappiness
Simple words can spread the message just fine.
Can you feel the love already?

;) ;) ;) ;) ;) ;) ;) ;) ;) ;) ;)

I missed Ashley, a happy pill that costs nil.

So own up now, whoever the hell that said "There is no free lunches in the world"

Words formed can be dangerously deceiving, just as how the beauty of a language can blind. The attractiveness eluding merely reflects the shallowness of it all. Please, do not lay such traps harming innocence. Tell it all like it is.

A good breakfast signifies a good day.

2008-08-30T21:26:00.006+08:00

~sheraine~

mui and i went to kay's house last night for an impromptu sleep over (:

there was a bit of movie (before i nearly fell asleep due to the exhaustion accumulated throughout the week), a bit of drinking (actually im like the only perspon who drank. cause the other two are mad!), a bit of playing cards and cluedo, then a lot of lying dead in the bed.

mui left super early, when i was still sleeping.
when kay and i woke up at 10.30am, we decided that we should satisfy our craving for bacon and scrambled eggs by rushing to the nearest BK, but their breakfast ends at 11am!!

we then had to rely on ourselves for brunch.
we went down to get all the ingredients we need, and whipped up an absolutely yummy meal that totally satisfied our tummies!

there were hashbrowns and hot dogs too!

okay, i know the bacon slices looked really dark in these pictures but they are really good k!

(i super love our scrambled eggs. we think we should go and open a cafe or something ald :D)

P.S: Let me tell u something that totally surprised me just now. A while after i reached home, i noticed this difference in my bed. My blanket is folded. i know that might not sound completely shocking to u, but i dont fold my blanket all the time. In fact this is the first time i've seen my blanket folded! omg! and my bloster is put to a side of the bed, instead of in the middle. I think someone made my bed for me. I dont know who yet, but i really really wanna know what exactly happened!

2008-08-25T22:39:00.002+08:00

kay~

" you will look at me, but i will refuse to look at you"

glamorous air or disgusted arrogance?
well, i like its subtle hint of confidence.

And did i mention that geeks with braces are just oh so cute?
i must be going crazy.

New family member

2008-08-20T14:14:00.009+08:00

~sheraine~

my god.
despite being shared among the four of us, this blog is getting so dead isnt it? ):
we are all queens of procrastination, i guess.
well at least i know that i am one.

alright, anyway, i wanna tell my lovelies something:

i have a younger (half)sister now.

yes. daddy's wife just gave birth on 18th august to a baby girl.
sis, bro and i went to the hospital to visit auntie and welcome the new addition to our family on sunday.
she was only one day old then!
and, i have to admit i find her adorable :D
shes tiny and seems extremely fragile!
made me wanna carry her, yet afraid of breaking her at the same time.
i'll post the pics maybe later or something, im typing this entry in school and i dont have the camera with me.

P.S :
I just finished reading this book titled 'How to teach filthy rich girls' by Zoey Dean. I think its damn nice! Go and read it if u havent ald done so! :D

P.P.S :
I shudder to think about the age gap between us and our new baby sister. i mean, look. Im eighteen now. She's.. umm.. almost a week old. By the time shes my age (as in 18), i would be 36!!! and my sis would be bloody 38!!! OMG!! and my dad? he would be 63!!! WTF. old enough to be her grandpa instead. omgomg. thats too shocking for me.

UPDATE:

here are some pictures of baby Cherine (:

Auntie & me. (shes usually much slimmer than this)

the youngest one of the family is now an elder brother too! (:

daddy feeding Cherine.

sis with baby sis (look at cherine's expression in both pics)

baby cherine & me (:

OKAY, lets end off with a treat for u guys.

that is....

my OTIS.

SMILING.

:D :D :D :D :D

ENJOY~

♥XOXO,

Sheraine ♥

2008-07-27T20:54:00.003+08:00

kay~

What happens, when destiny chances by?
Do you stand really still, holding your breathe as it breeze away?
Or gather every ounce of energy to grab hold of it?
Maybe, perhaps by luck, it will just land lightly right infront of you.
Thats when u get really lucky of course, if not this might happen in your dreamland.
Is this or is this not?
Either way, i am immensely attracted by the demeanor.
It is not often that we do chances upon such beauty.
Does it even exist?
However unreluctant i am to admit, i do have a penchant for such.
Yes, I am dazzled and i feel unworthy.

2008-07-23T22:29:00.002+08:00

kay~

Tuesday was a blast.
Got high pretty high on food alone.
Hey,we dont really need alcohol to be high, do we?
One delightful dish after another.
An glorifying expedition indeed.
The poor stomach is screaming at our ears already and yet no one's listening.

Best joke of the day?
" The pork one's nicer"
i cried at hearing this one.

DressingChamber

2008-07-20T14:11:00.009+08:00

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We are having a 20% discount off

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Hurry while stocks last!

Lots of thanks, hugs and kisses especially to Sheraine, Feng Ling , Sheraine's sis's friend- Hui Min and those who help in the creation of the blog

2008-07-17T23:36:00.009+08:00

kay~

I would like it, if you do pay mi ulmost attention.
To look mi in the eye when we speak, or to give any form of recognisation that you are paying attention.
That, i feel, is a kind of basic respect.
If i were to be even denied of such, please do not expect any form of respect from moi.
What's mine is not yours to fritter away, and neither do i have the right to do so.

The significance of human rights indeed.
Bravo for all who fought for what they believed in, for the very last bit of dignity that still resides within them.

I had a dream!
One where Beloved was with moi.
Where i felt so secured and safe.
When he's making moi so very happy.
:)

2008-07-12T17:49:00.019+08:00

kay~

School days are here again.
And H1 maths paper was a total joke.
Some crazy arse did this when he got too bored during the 3 hour paper :

When the lecturer is not around, we kinda slack a lil too.

Lights off and here goes:

Candid shots!!!

Mad, deranged happiness.
Are you craving for it too?

Happy Hour now starts earlier.

haha.

2008-07-07T13:07:00.003+08:00

kay~

So, its mi.
It has always been, i guess.
To hold each and everyone with such high regards, capabilities.
But when one falls short, who would be responsible?
I believe in the impossible, because just like the adidas slogan,"impossible is nothing"
Its really nothing.
Perfection comes with a heavy price, a tag so high that few would be willing to pay.
Then again, how are we supposed to live with the opposite, and even relish it?
How about "if you cant change the world, change yourself"?
Thats an extremely difficult one.
And so i reckon its letting go for now.

My baby has been neglected for quite a while now, and i dont feel apologetic at all.
Its just the knowledge hunger taking over, thats all.
:)

2008-06-30T22:55:00.015+08:00

~sheraine~

Some pictures couldnt be uploaded due to technical errors.

*P.S: Allex pop art-ed, photoshoped and illustrated some pictures. damn good for a beginner! (:

LIFE'S GREAT

2008-06-29T17:35:00.004+08:00

kor came home and announced that he had bought plane tics to Europe
mom and dad are sitting on the floor, flipping newspaper after newspaper, looking for some nice tour packages
n im going to be stuck here in Singapore

Life's Great =(

simply great....

-mui

I'm eighteen! :D

2008-06-22T16:04:00.002+08:00

~sheraine~

MANY MANY thanks and much love♥ to:
-my toy palace darlings for celebrating with me in advance
-mommy, sis, darling fengling and my bro's mad arse friends for celebrating for my bro and me in advance
-my wonderful, lovely classmates for the surprise party on the actual day of my birthday
-eugene, sam and some other guys for the alcohol

and:
kayren! my bro! huiyun! shaohui! fengling! sis! kenny! lianwei! mommy! gina! adeline! jiankai! josephine! junyu! yiwei! weide! francis! wanyee! mui! wenning!

also:
huiyun again, weide again, sharlini, shuhui (ang), sabrina, madeline, josephine again, weiliang, reeve (i dont know who he is though), my bro again, ebel!

P.S: in case you were wondering why on earth i had to type out everyone's name (just like last year), it's because my memory is not too fantastic, yet i dont want to forget anyone's birthday wishes to me.

sorry peeps, relevant pictures and videos will be up soon (:

2008-06-16T01:31:00.012+08:00

kay~

Sorry that i have to gush,but...

This is Alice Cullen's Porsche Turbo 911.Not that i adored it, of course.

Edward Cullen's Aston MartinV12 Vanquish.

Elegant enough for Prom, i'd say.

And lastly, Rosalie Cullen 's BMW M3.

Right amount of beauty to trip.

Note: I am very intrigued by the Cullens, so please do bear a lil with mi.

Another alternative to a car?

Try the Chanel bike.

Its not as wretched.

These Lanvin dolls are the kind that wont leave your cheeks in tints of pink.

Each one of them is dressed in a signature Lanvin piece

and there are only 800 worldwide at a tag of S$488.

Delight in them.

I wouldnt mind one myself, either :)

2008-06-16T00:24:00.002+08:00

kay~

I winced in pain, as i tried to move myself.
The aching pain was coming at mi from all different parts of my body.
No, i do not like this at all.
Though i kinda brought it upon thyself.
My whole biological structure seems to be disagreeing but i dont care, and i have have no wish to.
Delight swims around and hover in the subconscious mind.
Yes, i adore fantasies and i am hungry for it.
Craving even the tiniest bite i could garner, out of all the tasty ones around.
Having been barely satisfied, just, i set about thinking...
Come to think of it, though, this pain is really quite unbearable indeed.
And yet i am happy, just because.
It's been awhile since i've engage myself in such an indulging hobby.
Or shall i say habit?

Time really does wait for no man, nor woman for that matter.
Its time to brace myself for what that is impending.
Not doom, neither is it a victory.
I do not have to be the best, just better.
For there can never be a best one around.
My heart sinks when i heard.
I want this, and i want it bad.
Sometimes its better not to say it all out, loud.

Epilogue
Sometimes, out of the blue, i would catch a whiff of that scent.
It would come at an unsuspecting hour, springing up a surprise on mi.
Wonder if it could be just mi, imagining things.
Nevertheless, my reaction would always be the same, time and again.
Rising my neck and deepening of my breathe to sniff the whereabout of the lovely scent.
Then, the smile would appear on my serene face as i take it in.
The scent of sevi.
Ha, Taste and Temptations , indeed.

Attention:

2008-06-14T02:57:00.000+08:00

~sheraine~

Dear all,

as u can see, i'm now trying out a different blog skin.

However, I can't seem to find the Cbox anymore.

Meanwhile, this blog is still under maintenance.

Sorry, and see u again soon!

2008-06-09T14:29:00.006+08:00

Off key 痛快
Endless jumping of 离开地球表面
Crazy FIRST DAY, Today and Everyday
Panting and gasping for air
The cannot-make-it disco lights
The chocolaty chocolate cake
The once in a long time heart-to-heart talk
Yesterday,
was a happy, happy day

-mui

*updated by sheraine*

yes, mui (:
I totally agree.
I had the most fabulous time!
Thank u darlings,
that day was simply awesome :D:D:D:D:D

Love ya all! :D

What is it like to be drunk?

2008-06-08T02:49:00.003+08:00

~sheraine~

Went pubbing with eugene and his friends on thursday night.
According to eugene, i got drunk.
But seriously. If i really did, i would know, wouldn't i?
People who are drunk cant think right?
I could still think and all at that time so i have to disagree with him.
I did have a little too much though, i guess.
Cos after some time since i started feeling giddy i just completely blacked out.
(according to others, people dun exactly black out from drinking. but i dun know. it just happened to me.)
I grabbed eugene with all the strength that i could manage and said "omgomgomgomg." i just kept mumbling omg and told him im gonna faint anytime.
He thought i was just feeling giddy but exaggerating so he ignored me asked me to keep quiet!!
WTF?!
(oh well, i didnt completely got mad at him cos one of his friend was having some problem with another guy at that moment.)
so anyway, i swear to u guys that i nearly fainted. Really!!
its not the first time i experienced a black out but this time round, there was a feeling of nausea too.
so it was pretty horrible. And i felt really weak.
after a while, i puked uncontrollably.
i couldnt see anything until a while after i puked.
which led me to another puke.
thank god i didnt get any of it on myself!
and, i kinda totally recovered after puking. hahaha.
is this what getting drunk is about?
i don't know, but i still don't really think so.

2008-05-26T23:57:00.002+08:00

LOLZ.
Otis Tan sounds wrong.
Like totally.
Still, he's like cute? and did i mention dumb?
Hahahahahaha.
I sound like a total meanie, but Otis Tan you are too dumb to get this arent you?
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!

Otis Tan's special appearance

2008-05-26T15:53:00.010+08:00

~otis~

right now, at this exact moment, i am trying my hardest to settle down on the over-crowded computer table.

I stepped all over the keyboard, clicked the mouse, ignored sheraine's effort to pull me away,
before finally deciding to rest my butt on the mouse!
oh how comfy!

all i want to do is just to share with everyone here about my life.
i shall talk about yesterday! (:

ahem.

i woke up to the sound of sheraine asking her brother whether he wants to join her for breakfast, but he refuses to wake up.

i followed her around the house as she brushes her teeth and get ready to go out.

when she's done, she patted on my head and i knew that the moment is here!
she would say goodbye to me, then go out til God knows what time.

i knew its now or never so i tried to give her the saddest, most devasted look i could master.

she thought for a while, and..................

HURRAY!

i did it!

i smiled to her as she took out the familiar green adidas bag that they always carry me in and immediately, i jumped into it gleefully.

we took the bus together ; it's my very first time!
on the bus, i heard a few kids gasping and exclaiming to their mom that im a dog.
i got very scared and i trembled uncontrollably.

upon reaching, sheraine left me alone on the chair and went into a shop.

WHAT?!
"shes leaving me all alone?!" i thought.
i had the shock of my life and i really didnt know what to do as all those strangers stared at me!

i stood up and hold the back of the chair with my strong arms, looking around.

after some time, i spotted sheraine's sister!
i was very excited to see her as she didnt go home the previous night.
i waited for her to walk closer so that she can see me.
the second i realised that she'd noticed me, i grinned at her.

they had breakfast but all i have is one treat!
oh well, at least i get to eat a little piece of their McGriddles and hashbrown.

after breakfast, they brought me to a pet shop.
there, i saw Bobo!
she's a shih-tsu that i met the other day when i went there for grooming.
her daughter (whose name i've forgotten) was there too!
she's only two months old and i heard my two owners saying that she is "very chio".

i peed and pooped in the pet shop to mark my territory, but i got scolded for it! ):

i tried to hump on both Bobo and her daughter but again i got scolded for being too passionate! ): ):

i was very relieved to finally be home again!
i feel very safe as i jumped into my lovely bed and rested.

My two owners brought me down together for a walk last night!
Usually it's just one of them so i was very happy last night.
We had a long walk, and i made three new friends!
-Bobby the golden retriever (he's so gigantic that i got really frightened and i begged sheraine to carry me)
-Dreamer the silky terrier (but he's almost two times my weight!)
-and a husky who is so quiet and calm that i don't even know her name (i think its a she).

After the walk, they bathed and blew dry me.
I felt very blessed to be groomed by two beautiful girls :D

well, this is my life!
u might find it boring but i don't care, i am very happy with it.
alright i shall go and take another nap!
tata~

XOXO,
Otis Tan.